| Why I love you. |
[Sep. 7th, 2004|09:31 pm] |
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These are the reasons; that i cannot let you go - that you are, and always will be, #1, compared to anyone else who may come along.
- The way you picked me up that 1st night in october, and by the end of the date - you made me feel so liked & i went home happy.
- What you talk about; how intelligent you are.
- How vibrant & unique you come off everytime i see you.
- How you never fail to make me smile when i see you.
- The way you always forgive my childlike behaviour.
- How you love me and think i'm beautiful.
- The way you wouldn't be the same without me.
- How you cry with me when i burst into tears.
- How you hate to see me in pain, or depressed.
- The way you sneak looks at me during movies.
- How you whisper to me during movies..
- How when you smile at me, i know you're loving me more than you can bear.
- How you feel bad for anything you say to me, even if it's just a suggestion.
- The way you laugh. and do your little victory dances :)
- Your jokes, nothing would be complete without your jokes.
- How i know that you'd rather die, that hurt me.
- How you love me. You just love me..
thank you sweetie.
(don't ask why i was feeling so lovey dovey) |
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[Jul. 20th, 2004|03:28 pm] |
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| | Young Buck - Let me in | ] |
What am i thinking? Falling out of love with him? He came over last night- i'm still totally head over heels. We went to tim hortons where we got those iced caps & cookies. I kept making comments on how they had none of the ones i liked, and the old lady at the cash gave me shit on how the chocolate chip cookies go as fast as they make them; was pretty funny.. so we ordered 6 cookies but that wench only gave us 5 when my sweetie paid for 6.
He is, my baby. He even told me he was so happy to see me again after only 6 days. I kept thinking to myself how could i be thinking that i wasn't into him anymore? I don't think it's possible for my feelings to fade for him. - - No one is going to compare to him later on.. after him i won't give a shit about another guy for maybe 3-4 years. * Oh gosh.. i'm past feeling all butterfly-ish about him.. he's SO cute- especially when he started laughing his ass off when a mother-fucking huge ladybug landed on my stomach and i flipped out. I WUV my sweetheart.
And that is it. |
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[Jun. 30th, 2004|03:01 pm] |
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Aww. He came over yesterday, and near the end i pulled away from one of his kisses because i was mad he didn't want to have sex; um pathetic yes but i was really insulted for some reason.. and i felt bad cause then i wanted to kiss him again then he was like No no, its ok! then he smiled and i was on the verge of tears - I don't know why but i'm almost the most vulnerable person to him.. - Why do i have to be such a passive bitch when i'm hurt. He wrote back to my text, he had good reasons and i felt bad; why do i always doubt him.. 9 months and i still find reasons to doubt him. He knows I love him a lot.. :D
And wtf at me. Eating so much lately, im gonna turn into a cow and he's going to leave me. I think it's the birth control pill? Aparently it makes your apetite colossal, hence the weight gain. I'm going to try to go off it for a bit because i heard that the weight loss is easier after. We'll see! - i'll get on the tredmil today or some crap like that.
I just ♥ him. I don't want anyone else, I really don't. The thought of any other guy or personality just seems wrong to me at this point. We had so much fun yesterday, he is so cute, so funny & i adore him with every bit of my heart. I'm not just talking about any boyfriend, im talking about someone who's also become my best friend as well. I laugh at all his jokes and we've never ever fought in person. Me & him are special..
My new job.. once again i just stood around, no one was telling me what to do. This guy named andrew was supposed to help me that day and he wasn't at all, so i just gave him attitude the whole time. Fucker. |
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